Time for Slut to Face the Consequences...

Well, here we are in the thick of another work week, and my Master is leaving on business again today. He's had to travel so much recently because we're going on vacation soon, and he has to take care of a few things before we leave. But while he'll only be gone a couple nights this time, something tells me it's going to be particularly arduous for me while he's gone this trip...

The reason being is that yesterday I was not a good girl... In fact, I was actually quite naughtly and am now being punished for it. I didn't mean to break Master's new rule for me, but yesterday afternoon, when I was by myself, I mindlessly began touching myself until I had a nice, little orgasm. I honestly didn't even think about the fact that I was breaking his rule until I was in that zen-like after-state when all of the sudden it dawned on me that I had been a very. bad. girl.

When Master arrived home after work yesterday, we were both so busy on the phone and taking care of a few things that we didn't have a chance to sit down together and talk to each other until a little later in the evening. We had a really nice talk where we caught up about the events of our days and things on our minds. But at a certain point, I realized I needed to speak up and tell Master what I had done and apologize for breaking his rule.

You have to understand that the "no masturbation without Master's permission" rule is still new for me, and it is also still strange to have to ask for Master's approval to masturbate and talk about touching myself so frankly with him. So I was very nervous and slightly uncomfortable to tell him the truth. After I squeaked out the story, Master paused and looked at me for what seemed like an hour. He then said that he was going to have to think about an appropriate punishment for breaking his rule because he "can't give me a punishment that I'll enjoy after that."

I think Master is becoming more comfortable in his daily dominant role with me in the same way that being regularly submissive to him has begun to feel very natural for me, because he really made me suffer while waiting to know my castigation! It wasn't until well after I had made dinner and had cleaned up that I finally had the courage to ask him if he had thought more about my punishment.

Master claims that he is not sadistic, but I think that's not exactly the truth judging by the dastardly grin that appeared on his face in response to my question. His powerful eyes sliced me as he mockingly asked if I was nervous. I laughed a little rather meekly and said I was. To which Master replied that I had been bad and broken his rule, so I therefore deserved appropriate consequences.

He then said that I was not going to be allowed to masturbate at all while he was out of town. At all. All while grinning with pleasure. Yes, I think my Master is really learning to enjoy his control over this little slut.

I can't say that I don't think that is an entirely fair and apt punishment, I actually do. As he said, there are consequences for breaking the rules, and I understand and agree with that. But I didn't expect that particular chastisement at all. I'm not sure that I was expecting. A spanking maybe? I don't know what I had thought, but it certainly was not being restricted from self-pleasure with my Master gone for roughly 50-60 hours. As ridiculous as it may sound, this is possibly the toughest repercussion I could face. All I could think was that it was going to be a very long couple nights.

I was lucky to be able to have had lunch with him today before he left. I really have to marvel at the satisfaction Master was clearly enjoying as he tauntingly asked me if I were going to be a good girl while he was gone. I told him that I would be, of course, but that it was going to be really difficult. He seemed to be thinking for a moment or two and then said this: "Well, I suppose you were a good girl for telling me the truth about what you had done, so I will say this. You can masturbate one time while I am gone. Only one time and you still need to ask for my permission, do you understand?" He sternly looked at me, waiting for my response of, "yes, Master. I understand," which was promptly given.

So that was very nice of him! I appreciate it so much that he allowed me that one instance! It is still going to be difficult while he is away, and I have to choose whether it will be tonight or tomorrow, but I am so grateful that he allowed me this one time! And he is right that it will probably make it so much better when I am allowed to cum again when my Master is back. He's also right that this experience will likely teach me to be much more mindful of the fact that my body is in essence my Master's property and that any pleasure I derive from this body is at his discretion.

But I can already see how challenging this is going to be for me. Just writing about Master's control over me and the consequences I must now face for being such a bad girl, I can feel my thong becoming very moist and my pussy lips slipping against each other under my leggings as I cross my legs. It is such a mind fuck to have the ability to make this aching in my clit just go away but know that I can't because my Master has said, "no." It's going to be a long two days, but I am determined to be a good girl this time for my Master.

xoxo, Slut