A Love Letter to My Dear Master on Valentine's Day

This was a two part love letter: One to my husband and one to my Master. My letter to my husband became a little too personal for this blog, so I sent the first part to him in a private letter and left the second for him here:

To my dear Master:
Right from the beginning of our relationship, you helped me be a better person, a more honest person, a grown-up. When I met you and felt so directionless, you helped me feel grounded just through the virtue of your love and moral support. You gave me guidance as I picked up my life, provided encouragement, advice, and expected from me exactly what I was capable of achieving. I know I am a better person today because you came into my life, and I am grateful to you for that absolutely every day.

For all the reasons I mentioned that I appreciate you as a husband, I also appreciate you as my Master. I still have the inclination to separate the two yous in my mind (hence the separate letters), but in reality, they are two sides of the coin I love so deeply. You give so much of yourself for me, and it compels me want to deliver the world in return. The loyalty I hold for you in my heart burns more fiercely than I dreamed possible and inspires an overwhelming craving in me to satisfy your wishes and desires.

I want to make you comfortable, pleased, content, and at ease. I want to make you as happy as you make me.  I want you to feel cherished, honored, admired, and loved. I want to provide you endless pleasure. I am a better person for being your wife, and want to continue striving to be a better person as your submissive: for you, for me, for us.

Marriage for every couple is challenging, a journey with many obstacles and surprises along the way, some good and some not so good. I understand that the vision I've held of two cooks for our one broth has created problems in the past, two strong wills facing off in an inevitable joust. Yet, we only both get hurt when our lances are drawn.

For so long, far longer than I have even known you, I have nurtured and protected this willful pride, believing it made me stronger, believing it would make me a better woman. But in reality, this pride is simply ego that only serves to hinder our communication, keeps me from being open to life's subtle answers,  and leads to penetrating hurt deep in my own heart resulting from division from you. Pain caused by disconnection from you damages my soul more deeply than any silly, wounded pride ever could. I know it can cause you pain, as well, my love, and for that I am deeply sorry. It has no redeeming value for my own life, for your heart, or for our relationship.

Today, on Valentine's Day, I want to reaffirm my commitment to you as your wife. However, I also want to confirm my commitment to you as your submissive. As my husband, lover, friend, and Master, I trust you explicitly. There is nothing on earth you could ask me to do that I wouldn't perform with wild abandon because I know that you love me and trust that you'll protect me. There have been more times than I can count that you have known the best path, and I want to cede to your thoughtful decisions. I want to take care of you the way you so selflessly take care of me.

I sincerely wonder why it took me so long to comprehend this so thoroughly.

You deserve every wonderful thing that life can deliver because you are a wonderful man. A life spent in dedication to providing you comfort and pleasure would be a life truly well-spent. I am sorry for all the times you haven't felt you've had the wife you deserved. Your good heart is entitled to so much more from me, and I pledge to honor you, obey you, be kind to you, be respectful to you, serve you, and treasure you every day of my life. I ache with desire to be a good girl for you, my Master, my love, because you are so, so good to me.

I am not less of a woman for being submissive to you, I am profoundly more. I am the most fortunate woman in the world.

I love you more than I could ever express in words, my Master, my dear husband. Happy Lover's Day to you, and I wait with eager anticipation to see your beautiful face and be in your comforting arms again.

xoxo, your loving wife and obedient slut