A Gift for my Master Came in the Mail Today!

It is pretty late, but I just got around to opening a package that came in the mail today. I am so excited!

My Master usually buys our toys and other sexual accoutrement himself with which to surprise me, although I generally buy my own lingerie to change into when he desires it. I think he likes to be surprised by what I choose, and lately I've been branching out a little and buying items that are really more slutty than sexy. Lately, I've noticed he seems to be particularly fond of fishnet and larger mesh lingerie.

It's been a somewhat challenging for me to to wear things that would have made my former self blush. Every time my Master tells me to change into something sexy for him when we are home by ourselves, it usually thrills me because it's a signal that he is about to use me. I am so excited to slide, button, snap, or tie myself into something just for him. However, this same powerful desire to please him fills me with anxiety as well because I am so nervous he'll be disappointed.
Tonight my package contained two items: A really adorable, multi-colored striped mesh mini-dress (very see-through, of course) and a beautiful light pink leather collar.

Some submissives who are reading this post might be a somewhat shocked that I would take it upon myself to buy my own collar, but my Master knows that I was purchasing one. Last month, he bought me a lovely hand-crafted new collar to wear, and it really is very nice. But the color is a lavender-mauve, and I had really had my heart set on a light pink collar to match some of the items I have bought recently. We both had expected the collar color to be different than what we saw when it arrived. (Ah, the foibles of purchasing something over a computer screen!)

My new collar is perfect! The color is a very sweet, cotton-candy pink, and works with or without a padlock to clasp it shut. I can't wait to show my darling Master!

xoxo, Slut